WithdrawlA sharp knock came to Ash's door. A groan came from the still slumbering man as he slowly rose. The door opened before Ash reached it,blinding him with the sunlight."Good morning,Ashton!" Amirah's cheery voice rang through the room."Ugh. Light." Ash groaned.Amirah smiled at the nearly nude man."Get some clothes on. I don't want you to scar Kendra's mind." Amirah said as he pointed to his back.In a baby carrier was Kendra. Wide awake and ready to do whatever his 'mommy' wanted to do. A gentle coo came from the baby. Ash mumbled some words and headed to his room to change into something more...child friendly. When Ash came back in some old jeans and a rather dirty shirt,he looked at the smiling male infront of him."Sooo...Why are you here?" Ash asked lightly,rubbing one of his eyes."I'm here to make you sober and make sure that your lover can trust you...somewhat."Amirah replied.A happy giggle came from the baby and Ash sighed."Alright." Ash responded in a defeated tone,"Do what
Meeting KendraAsh wondered around the apartment building he lived at. He was a bit bored and everyone was either at work or just simply out.He hadn't seen Amirah in a while...the boy has been avoiding him. Ash soon looked into the parking lot and saw Amirah. He held two plastic bags filled with food and he wore a baby carrier on his back with his little daughter snuggled into it. Ash smiled and went down."Hey Amirah!" Ash shouted happily.Amirah looked up with a glance that would quickly turn into a heated glare. He looked away and quietly headed on his way. Ash blinked,shocked by the glare."...Amirah?" He questioned as he stood infront of the young male.Amirah walked around him."Go away." He hissed at Ash as he continued on his way."What's wrong with you?" Ash asked,curious."Go away!" Amirah shouted."...Hey. Is that our kid?" Ash asked,a little smile forming on his lips."No. She's MY child." Amirah growled.That got Ash to stop. He watched the little male go off. He did basically
Mirror MirrorMirror Mirror on the wallWill you tell me if I'm fake at all?Will you tell me that I'm all real?Will you tell me that I can truely feel?Mirror Mirror on the wallCan you change at all?Can you make me smile more?Can you make me be more appealing?Can you change everything?Mirror Mirror on the wallI don't think I'm real afterall.I'm bleeding while I look into you.I don't feel any pain.Have I sinned my mirror?
Thanks DadThanks for never being there.Thanks for not giving a care.Thanks for never shielding me from the rain.Thanks for making the pain worse.Thanks for making fun of my weight.Thanks for making me feel so much hate.Thanks for twisting my mind.Thanks for talking behind my family's back.Thanks for taking my presents all back.Thanks for everything you didn't do.Thanks for treating me like I'm nine when I'm really not.Thanks for not watching me grow up.Thanks for not keeping me up.Thanks for teasing me when I was depressed.Thanks for treating me like I'm second bestThanks for everything Father.You've been too kind.For treating me like this...and leaving me behind.
Death of a daughterAsh sighed as he looked down at a small grave stone. His green eyes filled with sadness as he kneeled down to the grave and cleaned it off a bit. He exposed the name.Kira.Ash ran his fingers over the engraved name."Kira..."He said slowly,"I am sorry." "Daddy! Daddy! Lemme show ya my new picture!" A little girl in a pink dress shouted as she hugged her young father's legs.Ash looked down at her. A smile forming on his lips."Alright sweetie." Ash whispered to her and was led to the small room him and his daughter shared.The little girl ran to her small bed and soon held up a piece of paper with a two happily colored stick figures. Ash assumed it was him and her."Beautiful. I love it Kira! Why don't we hang it up on the wall?" Ash said as he ran his hands through his long black locks.The girl grinned and looked at her father with her large green eyes before going to the wall that had tons of pictures drawn by her on it and pasted it on. Ash watched his brown haired daughter an
Ash's poemI'm sorryI really fucked upI didn't mean to hurt you.I made you frownwhen I slept aroundbut I did try to stop me.With great pride I called you minebut you could never call me yours.For I slept around and others called me theirs.I'm really sorry.Please don't leave me.I can't live without you now.You are what keeps me up when I am down.I'm sorry I wasn't faithful.I'm really not too good.You're never around to show me your love.so I must find someone else to show me their love for me.But without a doubtI love you the most out of all of these men.Please don't frown when I am down...begging you not to leave.I'm really sorry.I really did fuck up.and I didn't mean to hurt you.