Am I the one?

Everything hurts
No matter how many times I try and fix it.
Everyone gets harmed
No matter what I try to do to stop it.

Am I causing all this pain?
Am I hurting everyone?

No matter what I say
someone gets hurt
No matter how I try to comfort them
they still cry
No matter how painful it is for them
It's ten times more painful to me.

Am I the one attacking everyone?
Am I the one with the knife?

Nothing I do fixes anything
I try so hard and it does nothing
Nothing I do does any good
Nothing I say gets attention
What am I doing wrong?

Why am I the one that seems to care?
Why am I the one causing everyone dispair?
I'm just a helpless soul that tries too hard
I'm just a stupid girl that destroys everything

I must be nothing.
Nothing I do does any good
Nothing good happens when I'm around
Is that why I naturally have a sad frown?
Is that why I naurally have a sad sound?
Is that why I'm not really a clown?

All these things I do for people
Never does any good for me.